lala

2006-07-19T21:59:00.001+08:00

http://halfdrunk.blogspot.com

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2006-05-30T19:10:00.000+08:00

yay i did the blogskin(: the hols are boring me out. not gonna blog here as frequently

i'm off

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2006-05-16T20:54:00.001+08:00

150506 danse felines sur codes yay it was great(: had heaps fun. we left school right after first period - english. then headed to victoria theatre. painted our shoes, took photos, styled our hair, snacked and rehearse. me and steph took many photos of us doing dumb facial expressions. my camera died on me and steph's was on low batt. did the chant and sign language. haha. me and shi hua had to style our hair. ms chiam did my make up then took more photos with jana and steph. the process was funny. string performed well while me shi hua was making funny faces in front of the backstage mirror. noelle looked so darn old after the make up! haha. then after string the intermission and overture period was so tense. was so restless and bored during the first part. malay and chinese dancers were great(: and the string quartet too. felt so relieved after the whole thing and we ALL rocked the stage. thanks germaine for the blue card, alexa kwanny dahlia peiqi grace for that pink rose, liqin for the white one, nat's and daph's moms for the flowers, siew chi for the pink candy and alyssa for the USUAL vanilla lolipop. and to all who supported. yay love you all!

anyway was so dead during lessons today. and natasha kept sleeping. recess "ab trained" with su and sab watching li xiao play netball. she's effing funny. LOL we were like waving and imitating her. haha

victoria was hospitalized for being involved on a car accident. but she's being discharged today. get well soon(:

photos!

stretching

snacking in jana's dressing room

joy doing cheng qi's hair

jamie doing g nat's hair, g nat doing nat's hair

trying to tie steph's hair

ME(:

me and steph haha

me steph and jana in costume

G NATASHA my impromtu FIGHTING PARTNER(:

me and shi hua [tail-pulling partner]

angeline noelle and denise lol

enjoy.. yay dancers rock(:

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2006-05-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel disgusted by the fact that you still don't get it. stop being so stubborn and wake up. please realize that you're living in self-denial and that pple can see that you aren't who you intend to be. so stop kidding yourself.

string ensemble and dance performance tmr! all the best to all those performing(:

2006-05-09T20:31:00.000+08:00

this is to sabrina who always irritates me by messing up stuff but i still love you(:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6uQDfbg1L7M

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2006-05-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

i just digusted myself. HAHA i can't believe i can actually write that kinda shat. EWW

i didn't do as well for bio. 25half after adding another 2 marks. and i missed b3 by half mark. a math was kinda screwed too. could've gotten a perfect score but i dumbly cancelled my correct answer and redid the whole first question WRONGLY):

met mdm lenny. she wants us to reflect and write her a report. then went to su's place to work on ss. we laughed a whole lot while lunching. crapped bout pple's talking style. LOL they acted their scenes while i masked my face with charcoal facial mask. haha. the videos are way hilarious. haha. SU ANN BETTER BRING THAT NEWSPAPER CUTTING FOR ME!

i bought my pencil case. didn't get orange though cause orange was netherlands and i wanted italy which came in white. so i got that. yay(:

ugh limewire is screwed and i can't dwl amazing by westlife):

this is NOT a game.

030506

2006-05-03T21:13:00.000+08:00

dance rehearsal at vt again. this time we were allowed to leave at 1045. me and shi hua styled and spiked our hair with heaps of wax and spray. way rad. haha it was fun. made up and all. took many photos. had dinner at tm with jamie. fish beehoon soup again(:

wanted to get that orange italia converse pencil case but i was short of cash. couldn't find earrings and ear studs so didn't buy any.

to think i LITERALLY waited till like 6++ then while you took your own sweet time and "let her wait lah". complained about sth that's impossible to mend and blamed me for sth that's so dumb and redundant. shitass i'm disgusted. period.

020506

2006-05-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 5IVERS BIRTHDAY(:

celebrated at ally's place ytd. it was fun. charades, water bombs, snacks and all that. it rained though. so we went up to ally's house to watch a movie. me and steph ended up doing some of the really crappy stuff. haha. did freezes and spent like 1 hour in the toilet styling each other's hair, taking photos, dancing and talking. after that pei qi walked back with me to the school's main gate. it was so darn freaky! omg haha the bushes were effing tall and like towering us. so hilarious. we were like walking on the road though there's a pathway.

anyway, just got home at like 930 and i'm so bloody shagged out. had dance rehearsal at victoria theatre. then headed to marina square for dinner. really tempted to shop. but we had to rush back. oh well, tmr(:

so after that me shi hua and g nat were like looking for the bus stop back. walked and walked and we realized then we're on a one way road and we're on thhe wrong side. haha. so we walked ALL THE WAY back to this bus stop with 10. the bus came and g nat happily dropped her 2 five cent coins in. we were all like ezlink-card-less. then shi hua asked the driver if we're going to tampines. and he said NO. we have to like cross over to the other side. haha. so we alighted and wanted to cross the road. it was a t-junction by the way. and we discovered that there was NO pedestrian TRAFFIC LIGHT. so we had to jay across that really BIG road. by the time we reached the stop we literally collapsed onto the seats. we took photos. haha. 10 finally came and we boarded it. shi hua left first, then nat left. got caught in a jam and i spent nearly an hour plus on the bus. replayed all the things she said MANY times. played around..

Forget it. Ugh i'll heCK it and give it a pASS.

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2006-04-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

my life's so boring that at times i gotta rake my mind just to come up with sth to type into this space.

i can't find THAT max waldman's ballet rehearsal photograph online. boo.. had ballet today. ran through center work. pretty okay, ~~sweated~~ perpired.

ee i don't like weekends. i frown more):

spice things up

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2006-04-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

"what you know about that. i know all about that."
_^-T.I.
omg i replayed the song like a zillion times today. really nice(:

lazed around at home in the morning then dad sent me and fann for ballet. nearly an hour dedicated to GradeSixFirstYears fitting pointe shoes for them. i think i'm getting another bloch pointe shoes. i don't like my current one. we did adage and allegro today. a little more interesting. the overs and unders. went to tings to get that canvas soft shoes with the two piece sole for public performance.

i need to go shopping soon. i'm in need of so much stuff. tests're robbing me of my time. boo

maybe not cheating? CHEAPO more like(:

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2006-04-28T17:31:00.000+08:00

this week had been really listless. there's gonna be a long weekend which just spells out B-O-R-I-N-G. so not looking forward to it. other than 5ivers birthday the weekend's gonna be so draggy. just got my watiku today.

SPA periods today. slacked around and cut peanuts. how gross. must thank priscilla for throwing the remnants of the peanut away. the bin stanked so bad. haha. then we had that talk by william tan. felt so relieved after math test. i did the last question correctly(: i hope i'll do well if not my A2'll just go. i failed the wrong test):

cut my hair with steph after school(: there's tuition tonight. so i'll better be preparing soon. till then

longing

2006-04-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

FUCK

270406

2006-04-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

today was BORING. practically just passing time.

me and priscilla were playing with post-its during physics. cutting vanguard sheet and drawing hearts. lol. played the story game during assembly. haha the story was going so nicely until su suddenly wrote some BALLOON FLYING TO THE MOON thing. so out of point. haha. and we kept singing songs. lol

felt so lethargic and nauseatic today. stocked up on food but barely finished any. there's math test tmr. i feel so stressed up. whenever i start mugging, i'll start fluING. ugh screw it):

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2006-04-26T20:12:00.000+08:00

SCREWED DAY):

~~was~~ ^is having physics practical NOW. LOL

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2006-04-25T19:24:00.000+08:00

so am i still waiting?

was like a walking zombie today, this morning. so not in the mood for the bio CA. my nose was running and i kept sneezing. then su made me run one round around the level before the test to wake up. LOL

had math spring too. ponED learning styles. it's effing boring. omg except for the karate part. but it ain't worth going for it anyway. lunchED at macs. had SHAKER FRIES and mcflurry. then took a really long route to the bus stop just to avoid the rain. haha

why should i be the one?

counting the months down..

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2006-04-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

i'm SICKandTIRED. and so not in the mood to mug. sigh

sheer sweetness. not ANOTHER lucky freak. when?

2006-04-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

just uhh
missed call(:

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2006-04-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

i want one of my own. omg freaking lucky. i admit i'm envious. sigh

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2006-04-23T09:05:00.000+08:00

it's like 34 more days to june hols so darn fast.

ballet ytd was BORING. and there's ballet today again):

saw you flirting with UR food only.

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2006-04-22T11:36:00.000+08:00

CAPPUCCINO HEARTS(:

there's ballet later and we'll probably do pointe. yay but my left leg's aching from yesterday):

gonna get some buttafucco now. be back later

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2006-04-20T18:11:00.000+08:00

i don't think i wanna care anymore.

we did the chant(: lol really nice. it's so fetch. haha

sometimes i think mrs pang is so gullible. she was reading the post-its on my table and she asked me what it's bout. so i told her it's to boost self-esteem. then she asked and keep nodding her head in approval "oh that's really good. which subject is it for?" omg she's so dumb, she actually bought it.

lunched and mugged at studio cafe with jamie after school.

a little upset now.

maybe i'll be better off living a life like that of jacks and sallies.

2006-04-19T22:31:00.001+08:00

HELLO!

ooh i REALLY REALLY cant wait for tmr!!!!! yay!!! funfunfunfunfun!!! dance photoshoots bimboticmoves sistazinc laughing crapping jumpingardinexcitement video-ing food RECESS!

whee!! kisskiss whirlwhirl BLOW!

BYE!=))

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2006-04-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

i just hit A1 for the chem ca(: thought i would screw it up cause i left that calculation question empty. took photos during recess. lol that pose. HAHA and we took photo of our hair again. cause nic and joce were arguing over who's hair were browner. LOL joce's hair is effing brown in the photo! haha

my lower retainer is madly cutting my tongue/: hurts badly. boo. went to the dental bus today. haha

dance today was slack. bimbotic dance steps blow kisses krumpings. and the pixie bobs are gonna get nice hair for performance(:

meeting steph to come to school tmr. i can't wait to come out with it(:

anyway was on the way home and i saw this guy rollerblading. reminded me of those times when we would PURPOSELY climb the hill to catch that ang moh rollerblading. then played with the swings at the playground. and that time when me and nic went to ecp to supposedly run but ended up rollerblading. i spent like half the time on the floor. i can't rollerblade for nuts. haha

that was then.

now i just want...

180406 [2]

2006-04-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

this is the link to that video we shot. i'll post the pics some other day SOON lest sabrina pester me for it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6uQDfbg1L7M

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2006-04-18T18:54:00.000+08:00

i'm leading a dumb boring life):

physics test today was stupid. i mugged for nothing. nothing i studied came out. i don't really care. like qing yuan said "it's JUST physics". took photos in class, we're just like passing life by. and i'm stuck in a competitive class/:

thanks ching and qing yuan for lunching with me at studio cafe after school(: ching was SURPRISINGLY quiet. i think she wanna cry. LOL

leaving home for dinner now. till then

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2006-04-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

took this really dumb video in class just now. HAHA i'm waiting for it to be uploaded.

MY area(:

photos during recess. haha we only took two. recess was funny. and dahlia gave us the zany photos. i kinda miss 2e5

joce nic steph me dana

joce nic steph me
haha steph was like so scared of I DUNNO WHAT. and she kept threatening me. like she'll dare to. haha

i think lao shi's disappointed/: she wrote some stuff on my newspaper zuo wen which nearly took up more space then what i had wrote. screw my chinese la): talked to kwanny. lol it was funny.

anyway daddy picked me up after school. lunched, changed and went to the rom for sis's registry of marriage. kinda cool. SHORTandSWEET

passed one by

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2006-04-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

CHEATED/:

160406 [2]

2006-04-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

i used to always see this girl since primary 1 and we'll just smile. i really don't know her and i doubt she knows me either. but we just smile at each other, we know each other. somehow. i really don't know her. i don't rmb knowing her personally she just looks strangely familiar. yea and i saw her today again. unchanged, she looked, so i smiled back(:

anyway that was when i was on the way to white sands. wanted to study so i asked jamie to coach me in physics. went to the library cause jamie kept boasting that the library's really nice. lol

mug for like a couple of hours. i'm brain dead/:

ate at yakun. it's not funny. LOL. then went for a pedicure. jamie got her hair cut. today was hilarious. laughed a hell lot.

INTERESTING chase(:

gonna eat my newspaper mee now. till then

accomplishment(:

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2006-04-16T12:39:00.000+08:00

i love nick lachey's what's left of me(:

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2006-04-15T19:31:00.000+08:00

"shut up, it's my body!"

take the lead is so rad(: and sasha is so hot. the dancers were really cool. tho the introduction was a little draggy.
took neoprints. satisfied(: haha
plaza sing toilet's nice. haha took really spastic photos there.

yea that's the PINK KIT KAT. lol it's cherry blossom not peach. haha my mistake. THANKS(:

2006-04-15T11:35:00.000+08:00

and btw..
wos that the PINK KITKAT?

uhh no i doubt so
cus that wos cheerrrry one
not the peach blossom thing
HAHA

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2006-04-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

today was plain boring. woke up at 1230 had brunch and spend the whole day being lyk some couch potato.

dined with mom and sis at bugis then went for tuition. julia didn't come today and lao shi kept calling me xuePING. i had to keep telling her wo bu shi xuePING. lol

appearance don't matter.

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2006-04-13T19:31:00.001+08:00

HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY
locally sweet(:

recess was fun. june, daisies, toilet paper wrapping. lol. and we laughed alot during chinese. i failed hmt paper AT FIRST. then i went up to laoshi to get HALF more mark to pass. so i passed in the end(:
we were doing some similar triangle stuff during math. and nina kept singing i'm a little teapot. lol madness

studio wu came to perform during assembly. it was way cool tho i think they should just concentrate solely on dance.

went to ccab to support basketballers with alexa kwanny lena raihan xx rachel cheryl. QING YUAN pangsehED me. kwanny and alexa were like BLOODYBEL here BLOODYBEL there cause i was being paranoid. anyway nice game(:

there's physics test next week which i'm so gonna flunk. ugh i need help

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2006-04-12T21:32:00.000+08:00

we finally took a chen family photo. happy birthday daphne(:

after dance took 10 with joy. heard two chinese teachers complaining bout their students. LOL qu nian wo jiao le na ge mo gui ban haha

i love hips don't lie by shakira and blackcurrant frutips(:

llama llama duck. haha. su taught me how to sing it. but i only rmb that part.

when minute stuff overrules major ones.

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2006-04-11T19:49:00.000+08:00

school work is stressing me out. EVERYONE hands all their homework up on time. 3.7's so stressful. ugh it's getting at me. the teachers can't just spring a test at us just because we're triple sciencers. and they THINK we can cope well enough. if they look beyond the scholars up front they'll realize the locals behind. and tell me how ridiculous this is. group criteria for forming group for school projects: 4 group members, AT LEAST ONE SCHOLAR. what the hell.

plus all those stuff that's affecting me. it's so upseting):

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2006-04-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

thanks QINGYUANandSHIHUA.

i'll be kidding myself

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2006-04-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

yay i've uploaded the sistaz inc. reunion photos(: i think the words will appear wrong. tho i can't find any faults now.

SISTAZ INC. i drew this(:

steph nic joce joan me

me steph joce

joce nic steph

BROWN hair(: to the ever-jealous grace.

lol there's more at steph's blog. thanks rachel and pissinee for helping us take photos(: i love sistaz inc. think june sleepover and smile(:

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2006-04-08T18:30:00.000+08:00

the drilling started at 8. interfered with my sleep but nevertheless, i woke up at 11 and was late. so rushed and met jamie at 1230 instead of 12. walked around tm and shopped for metallic wrapper. then we headed to zan's place to make those props. daph and nat came soon after. we took photos(: but didn't manage to get a chen family one. oh well, next time

i'm feeling really down and upset now.

dumb, gullible, a loser for believing so.
i know i should've treasured those moments.

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2006-04-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

thanks priscilla for teaching me physics today(: slack day. had our bio formative test. pretty easy. and sistaz inc. reunion was fun. lol i'll post the photos soon.

had short dance practice after school then spectated basketballers at sbc with jamie. NICE GAME(:

reach home later than expected so i had to rush for tuition. supperED and i'm gonna sleep soon.

actually come to think of it, what made me so sure?
it might just be another coincidental disappointment

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2006-04-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

happy birthday grandma(:

su ann is away AGAIN. ugh till next monday. i wanna tell you what happened! and ur phone keeps making me sound like i'm some terrorist. haha

we had listening comprehension during chinese. it went well i guess. i got a perfect score for that math spring quiz((: so glad. and bio formative is being postponed to next week. a math one too. i got a feeling the a math ca we had will bring a disappointment): hope i'll do well, mugged really hard for it.

recess today was fun. haha. made our measurements and we were playing finger games. haha so hilarious. tmr's will be better. SIR(:

those contrasts

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2006-04-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

today was pretty slack. did mini tennis during pe. i made priscilla run(: haha. su didn't come today): you missed out on sth. haha. ProjectDogOdour's almost done. yay

CUSTOMIZEDnNEUTRAL

040406 [2]

2006-04-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

relieved those memories with steph. though i'm kinda satisfied with the life i'm living now i guess it doesn't hurt to miss the good old times. thanks steph love you(:

sec one seating at the back with ching sistaz inc postcards moritz boy obsessed blue's concert sanctuary green blue pathetic slide tankinis ah lian fringes hair dye faults sistaz inc contract guiders/dancers hopes katong swimming complex periods cliques art fighting for seats ong hannah water fountain mouth, belt, tummy, hair blogs.

sigh those were the times. actually i'd give anything to relieve them physically. no matter how immatured they may seem. love you all(:

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2006-04-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

to all my chens out there. happy sisters day(: love you

chem test today was okay i guess. my mugging paid off(: and i forget to hand in the dance list AGAIN. so screwed. some kinda secretary i am.

bribed alyssa to follow me to sbc to spectate the basketballers against ngee ann. tk won(: really close and twas exciting. rained heavily after that so alyssa called a cab and she and qing yuan cabbed us to aljunied.

a math and bio tests coming up.

waiting waiting waiting for something not approaching.

2006-04-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

your turn now to cheers.

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2006-04-03T20:19:00.000+08:00

today was so screwed up. sigh. in many ways than one.

i didn't do well for math): made a whole lot of careless mistakes. and the day just dragged by so wrongly. crapped my way thru chinese oral. it was funny though. i kept smiling though i blanked out. haha. and i said monday as xing qi tian. haha. kept erming. the lao shi had to keep prompting me. but she was nice(:

wow, now i know. great.
i'm dreading what i normally would've look forward to

fuck fuck fuck

there's chem ca tmr. wish me luck. till then

just one of those many ones.

020406 [2]

2006-04-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

here's an un-chim one.

i'm feeling upset. sigh

020406

2006-04-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

i don't feel right here.

when realization sinks in, you find yourself being one step too late.

it all boils down to two words. i suck huh.

010306 [2]

2006-04-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

sat thru ballet today cause my body was aching and if i can't even do a plie what can i do. furthermore, the class started with stretches. and there were these two intermediate girls who were so irritating. omg. they kept staring at EVERYONE. stare as in STARE. stare with their eyes BIG BIG. then comment. especially that green shirt one. dumb asses.

got my hair cut. trimmed more like. and thinned a bit. nat, don't worry. lol

gonna hit the books soon. i dislike chemistry and the colourless textbook/:

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2006-04-01T12:00:00.000+08:00

woke up and realized that mommy didn't go for the teacher/parent thing. tsk she's one hell of a lazy pig. had pasta for breakfast(: i reckon i need a hair cut. my hair's getting out of hand.

my body's aching badly now. ugh and there's ballet later. if i don't go mrs skipp'll be unhappy. and i need to get new toepads too. lost one side of mine in the studio. we'll probably do pointe work today. yay(:

cleared my friendster inbox. it's so irritating. and i replied(:

this time it's just too deep in. and it's a path from which i can't back out anymore. ilu

and your mild aversion towards people is unbearable.
so stop it.

2006-04-01T00:58:00.000+08:00

nights girl.

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2006-03-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

sports day was okay. didn't do as well as i expected but oh well.

cabbed down to far east with sab, su and nat to get stuff. omg i love the paper people notebook. it's effing nice. ee i want it so bad. and those brazilliana praias[sp?] slippers. i like the peach base white strap one. so nice(: but i'm darn broke now.

then we caught ice age 2 at lido. the fighting for seats was dumb. haha. and me and nat ended up squeezing into 14 till she gave up and sat beside me. haha. the show was really hilarious. LOL

took neoprints at ceni after that then daddy picked me up for tuition. GuLaoShi cried/: but tuition today was fun tho. lol TELEPATHYnTELETUBIES.

knowing is bliss

2006-03-31T20:33:00.000+08:00

since ure having chi tuition now
i'll be nice to blog for you

anyway nice one today
happy dancing off tmr?
its my GUESS (:

202006

2006-03-30T19:55:00.000+08:00

i screwed up for the chem test. boo. i blanked out at the 2marks question and left the 3marks one totally blank and i couldn't tell between covalent and ionic bonding. great. i doubt it's counted for overall tho. better not be.

assembly today was so L O N G. omg and marilyn chia dragged it by half and hour. so irritated. she was just crapping on stage. then cabbed down to sbc with su, dian and cheryl to spectate basketball. thanks su(: kinda exciting. go basketballers! dined at kfc with dian after that then headed home.

changed my blogskin but i'm too lazy to minimize the photos. so it looks awful. haha

there's sports meet tmr and i can't wait(: sabrina wants to carry out ProjectDogOdour tmr after that. but i'm not sure of the plans yet and there's chinese tuition at night. ugh spoiler.

OH SHIT.

2006-03-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

hey girl
blogging for you once again (:
thanks okk huh
for being so nice to help
and spectating our match

and also
run well for sports day
same event as you again
ahhh

PRAWN wins CHICKEN ABALONE!!!
haha so funny :D

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2006-03-28T18:25:00.000+08:00

had the math ca today. not as difficult as i had expected it to be. but i'm glad i mugged(:

anyway recess today was fun. haha. chandra was like joking bout her farting incidents and they were really hilarious. she's a sick ass la. so sadistic. lol laughed a hell lot.

skipped bio today. maybe for some particular reason. bio don't seem fun anymore. went to the sickbay. StephY happened to had gastric flu so she came to the sickbay to wait for her mom. then nat joined too. so we talked. haha

headed to parkway for lunch with nat. thanks for coming along with me(: then cabbed down to sbc. the cabby looked so darn pervertic! omg he had ogle-ly eyes and drool-ly mouth. and the worse thing was he didn't know what the place was or where it is. and he drove so slowly. we were late and only caught the final 3minutesAND47seconds. sorry
anyway, go tk!

lingered around then went home. feeling so tired now. and there's a math ca tmr. which i doubt i'm gonna mug much today. i already did some revision during the weekends. and i got lane 6 for 100m(: so glad it's not a side lane.

oh the joy

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2006-03-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

counted a total of 10. 9 mocked ones and 1 genuine. ugh shut up. dumb jackass

that one word, ringing in my mind. what you called me once. i didn't forget(:

for once i paid attention in a math. it wasn't that bad actually. understandable tho ms yeo still had that psychotic face. haha. and mr goh's quite okay i guess. he didn't sweat like he used to. haha. the way he pronounced malleable was hilarious. but he's kinda nice. lack self confidence tho.

dance today was boring. it was so uncomfortable doing floor work and i still can't flip. then waited so long for 10 to come.

gotta start mugging now. i dunno what the hell is solvable in coordinate geometry WITHOUT the calculator. i mean the formulae're all so darn complex. ugh so yea till then

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2006-03-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

went swensons for lunch then had ballet after that. really gotta work hard and put in more commitment now that i'm gonna take exams.

came home to mug. did 2andahalf hours of a math. factor and remainder theorems are driving me mad. it's just so tedious. ugh. and i can't do logarithms. there's two math tests next week. geez, it's only the second week):

having my watiku now. ugh and there's dance tmr. hope that tmr'll be the start of a better week(: so yea, till then

that was hilarious.

250306

2006-03-25T11:47:00.000+08:00

happy birthday celestine(:

gonna have teppanyaki later to celebrate sister's birthday. then swensons tmr(: there's ballet today and tmr. pre el i guess. gonna take exams this september.

we got back our progress report ytd. didn't exactly do well. my L1R5 was 19. boo. i guess i really gotta mug hard for this term.

studio cafe-ed after school. the usual long wait for our food. then went back to school. supposed to stay back to dance but i decided to go home to mug and finish up tuition homework. went home and fell aslepp eventually. had tuition then supper.

i'm having major cramps now/: gonna have brunch now. till then

230306

2006-03-23T20:37:00.000+08:00

i guess today was somewhat slightly better than the other days. this week sucked. and people like rachel are already counting down the days to the june hols. haha

stayed back with su to complete english. had wonton mee. su was so funny. "can i have guo tang." when she meant guo tiao tang. haha. then went to her place to make coffee paper. love her house. and we talked alot(:

waiting for hotmail to upload my photos so that i can send them to su for printing. it's darn slow/:

wondering my life away

220306

2006-03-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER(: 'brother' sounds weird. haha

really tired today. almost dozed off during chem. and mrs chan was standing right behind me so i can't do anything other then stare blankly at mr goh. he looks like he just got out of bed.

signed a petition to get mrs ngin back. but after what miss chia said, it seems pretty hopeless. well, it's worth a try right.

remedial after school and i think i was the only clueless one trying desperately to do those logarithms questions. ugh it's so stressful. i'm like trying to squeeze in 2 hours of a math mugging every day.

anyway thanks su for listening(:

i'm not game on catching. bend on winning.

remember the green one?

200306

2006-03-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

Speak come on and let it out
Give it to me
You know that I can take it
Speak because the more you say
The more I'm at ease
Come on don't keep me waiting now
I don't wanna guess, not a test, tell me what your thinking
Keep it real, no big deal
Tell me what your dreaming
Speak let it out...
breathe

watched so you think you can dance. some oohs and ughs. the dance routines were pretty cool. dance today was kinda fun. sweaty and tiring. and i learn a new word. or rather phrase. spring equinox. haha. no wonder it's been so warm lately. tmr the sun will be shining directly at the equator.

school today wasn't anything brilliant. typical school day with all that problems i guess. well, what can one expect?

desperate housewives coming up soon and i gotta scoot off. so till then.

190306

2006-03-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

well, i am. feeling fucked up and irritated.

went shopping with mom and sis. bought some school stuff. clothes, etc. it's so humid nowadays. the weather's getting at me. school tmr. i'm kinda excited i guess. hols're pretty boring. and i have lesser time to myself actually.

i need to rant and throw it all away. ugh

2006-03-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

times like this when i just want someone to tell me that it's me.

and i want it to be you.

directly or indirectly.

2006-03-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

i wanna know cause i don't wanna hold on to something so unrealistic again.

so yea. nth much to blog bout. 'cept for the fact that i wish to be copyrighted. get it right.

till then.

170306

2006-03-17T16:03:00.000+08:00

jeans, eye liner, contacts, spaghettis, mascara, lip gloss, heels, disco lights, toilets, photos, hair wax, dancing yesterday at ~~zouk~~ eunice bedroom! omg so disappointed. boo. BUT we did have fun laughing our abs out last night. and i'm not lying. the ~~birthday~~ sleepover went well. it almost beat clubbing AND we manage to get bout 4 hours of sleep. well cause we overslept by 2 hours. haha. yesterday was funny. eunice can prawn laugh.

"you never knows what guys want you for." lol familiar? haha

went downtown macs with nat and eunice instead. then i sleptover at eunice's. her dad sent us to school this morning for cheerleading cause we were effing late. cheerleading was okay i guess. not much of a kick this year. but we did fine. la seven le meileur!

after that lunched at century square, got my piercing then caught big momma's house. not as hilarious as i thought it would be. but still it's funny. it kinda had the same story line as the pacifier.

i do and i still want.

if that's the way you want it to be. fine so be it. i will try no more. not like i'm the one needing it anyway. so i shan't bother doing so anymore.

we are hyper, "nina's word", sweet, bimbotic, suicidal, bombastic, giggly, psycho, enthusiastic seveners(:

2006-03-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

if there's something i can do. i will do.
but if you want me to do so feeling the same way again, i can't anymore.
sorry

it's just not there anymore. you blew it.

150306

2006-03-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

had dance in school today from 9to5. did japanese inspiration cause it's gonna be restaged at the esplanade. yay(: brought back those fond memories. where me and shi hua used to wash our hair and face under the pathetic amount of water from those taps in the school toilet. then blowing dry under the hair dryer. while listening to cheryl talk bout her life as a martian from mars. we're undergoing martian-morphing right now(:

finish up my math homework and those homework that i owe mr heng. like finally(: i've still got SS SEQ to do. and that's all for individual work.

1 more day to tmr and 2 more days to cheerleading. can't wait for tmr! found this short white flowy spag from mommy's cupboard. heels, jeans, spags, eye liner, make up, hair wax, photos. please pray that everything goes well for cheerleading and that the pyramid will go up. go 3.7(:

lala gonna mug now. top models tonight! yay

140306

2006-03-14T19:25:00.000+08:00

had cheerleading at dunman hostel. Finished up some unfinished stuff. the pyramid still has to go up tho.
then went to collect class tee. really cool. haha
headed to mpcl after that. then socks shopped for awhile but couldn't find the right color.
dance tmr again. oh before i forget. like zan said the studio name's dance on us not dance on me. haha. so yea.

actually i still do

130306

2006-03-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

had dance at DanceOnMe studio. really really nice place and i love it. like how zan loves red. that's random. haha. we are the CHENs(: say yay. YAY

had dance from 9 to 5 then me jamie nat met eunice at macs to shop. clubbing shopping. can't wait for thursday!

cheerleading tmr 9 at dunman hostel. plans after that not confirmed yet. UGH. my hols're PACKED. i need time to mug.

feeling really hungry now. so till then.

you never know how things can get so tricky.

2006-03-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

CHEERS LAAAA (:
thou your post sounded so chimology?
haha.

120306

2006-03-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

the wez thing is affecting me. if only you didn't.

i love you. and you know it.

missed by a bit. i saw it coming. maybe i should have. but i didn't.

oh wells, nights

110306

2006-03-11T19:05:00.000+08:00

sometimes the impossible seems so possible that you never pause to think if it really is possible. i don't deny that i'm not sheng qi anymore. i am. who wouldn't be? the confusion i have now is mainly due to your pian hua that led me on. how could you? i feel so chu mai-ed. i mean you're one of my hao peng you. i xiang xin-ed you but you had to do that to me. i still don't get it. why?
i wanna know why.

i feel kinda pissed today. been quite moody in school too. i dunno why. i'm just kinda sick of everything. sometimes i want my privacy. get it? not that it's okay if you keep it to yourself, but please understand that i wanna keep those stuff to myself. at least ask and respect me.

dance was kinda slack today. ms chiam broke down. i feel really bad. she's pretty sincere bout what she's doing actually and we should understand.

cheerleading after that went quite well. "3.7 we can do it" quoted from rachel. haha. yea we can do it(: and pynx was so cute.

don't tell me that it's over

2006-03-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

i'm back here again.

happy tuition-ing laaaaa.

090306

2006-03-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

school was slack today cause there's triple science, chinese, legacy and assembly. which means i'm only on during biology and off for the rest of the day. (:

sab didn't come to school today. we've got our class tee ordered. yay

went for cheerobics after that. so wowed by all that stunts. and we're gonna request for a cheerleading squad.

i want. i want. i want.
don't you know it already?

i miss my ~~pretty~~ hot one(:

2006-03-09T20:33:00.000+08:00

hey im bored ;[
posting one to entertain myself.

2006-03-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

so who's the one you did realise that uve been missing all these while huh?lols haha im nice to help you blog since you are doing your amath, but thou you alr did posted for today.

say happy bday to your mom for me (:
YAYYYYYYYYYY

2006-03-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

to love is to trust.
i'm trusting(:

back on track

070306

2006-03-07T17:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY, RACHEL AND JUN RUI(:

i don't wanna play this catching game no more.

had bio formative, e math spring and the amc today. one after another. got back my english compre. according to my definition of good, i reckon i did pretty well. took alot of photos in school today. and sabrina that FAT ASS hit val's OPENED bottle of lychee tea. and it spilled all over me and priscilla. effing sticky. haha. and pris's so cute. lol

talked to alexa after school. i'm so lost and confused now. ugh. wanted to spectate the bball match but i went for lunch with nat and zan in the end. ab session. lol

twisted in you.

now i know who's been missing all this while.
it's you.

060306

2006-03-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

wanted to post pictures. but i know photobucket will drive me mad waiting and blogger doesn't let me upload the photos. kinda screwed. boo

anyway, went studio wu today for NewSchoolHipHop. kinda fun. and the instructor's so bubbly. and we took alot of photos there. of the toilet. haha

it didn't happened and it's not happening again now.
i know the truth. i really do this time.

i feel so darn unsure. is it you now?

i dunno what to blog. gahh. wanted to blog bout loads of stuff. but i lost them all already. i can't trust no more. raised hopes always fall.

oh and i wrote my fuck page for this notebook already(: yay

here are some photos. yay

diggy and alyssa learning to cheerlead from natasha. haha

what the hell is priscilla doing? lol

my beloved fuck page(:

that's all for now. too lazy to wait. till then(:

2006-03-05T21:52:00.000+08:00

here is your requested post (:

nearly hacked in your blog! haha
but anyway,
im glad that you were CHEERED
and you shall tc huh

050306 [2]

2006-03-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

overcomingtheordeal.

fuckkit. shan't elaborate.

050306

2006-03-05T11:41:00.000+08:00

went europa country club to celebrate mom's birthday ytd. and i finally went for my swim(:

ytd kinda sucked. well, i was lied to again.

thanks alf and twn(:

there's ballet later. not looking forward to it. i feel so lazy. and i gained 1.and.a.half kg. haha

one two three say DIGGY!

040306 [2]

2006-03-04T14:40:00.000+08:00

i'm in serious shit,
i feel totally lost
if i'm asking for help
it's only because
being with you
has opened my eyes
could I ever believe
such a perfect surprise?

i keep asking myself,
wondering how
i keep closing my eyes
but I can't block you out
wanna fly to a place
where it's just you and me
nobody else so we can be free.

040206

2006-03-04T12:30:00.000+08:00

STOP LYING TO ME. FUCK.

took photos during english ytd. we got this really perfect shot of mr ang. haha he's such a sport. and the scandalous shot was darn funny. LOL it was hilarious trying to get diggy and sab into position.

SABRINA PLEASE STOP RAPING ME! go look for ur onions.

heats after school was great i guess. at least me and rachel got our desired positions(:

thanks for nothing.

don't lead me on no more please.

020306

2006-03-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

my hair is darn BLACK. UGH. recess today was plain comical. come to think of it, it was actually fun. haha

sports heats today wasn't especially fun or anything. wore my orange and green socks. lol

and alyssa's mouse got killed by her cat. haha she was like whining the whole way home.

thanks for reading into me.

caught in between desire and reality.

the ups and downs in life are getting too unpredictable.
i can't adapt.

010306

2006-03-01T21:46:00.001+08:00

i don't wanna know. i wish i didn't asked. gahh, everyday's so unpredictable. that a day's innocent happiness may bring about a sudden unhappiness.

anyway, i bought my orange and lime green socks. yay(:

TODAY'S FORT MINOR'S CONCERT. AND WHERE AM I NOW? HOME. GREAT.

anyway, mommy took her driving theory test. yay like finally. haha and she passed it.

i'm feeling really blurred now. and my brain ain't exactly functioning very well. i feel, well, just plain dumb. so inferior to my classmates. and i should've just insisted in staying in double science cause i know very well that i'm not an A student. and i don't have enough drive in me to motivate me to mug. effingshit

no nothing nada zero zilch

heats tmr. yay, funky socks here we come! haha. top models. lala toodles

010306

2006-03-01T12:30:00.000+08:00

guess who drew this(:

made this darn dumb mistake during chem test. i feel so darn dumb.

effing fuck.

280206 [2]

2006-02-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

took this photo of sabrina with a cheesy smile during that cip talk. go kiss your onions girl(: i'm too lazy to post photos. not in the mood.

chem formative tmr and i haven't mug for it yet. gahh

mr ang dragged his english lesson and we were let out of class a good 15 minutes later. so me and steph had to rush to PP to get loreal. haha. i can't wait for tmr. lol

i have this gianormous bruise on my shoulder and it's hurting really bad. ugh

why is it the same treatment i'm getting?
what's it suppose to mean?

so how true is it?

280206

2006-02-28T08:08:00.000+08:00

I HAVE GOT AN EFFING 1.and.a.half.over.7 FOR A MATH. how great. darn.

i hate myself. effingshit.

don't lie to yourself.
what's all this SP?
it's freaking me out.

270206 [2]

2006-02-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

I MISS PAMELA! my dearest pamela chow ying qi appeared in the papers again. sigh, i'm so damn sorry/: now that i know where you are, i'm not making my move. effingshit, i'm so darn lazy. if only i learn to treasure.

270206

2006-02-27T20:20:00.001+08:00

i didn't do well for geog. say yay. and i know my results for humans this term is just gonna suck darn badly. ugh i'm feeling the pressure. and i'm so not pushing myself at all. i'd better buck up, or else/:

anyway, su cut her hair! omg, i love it. haha she kept insisting it's lian but i think it's hot. haha and MY SNEAKER-LOOKING SCHOOL SHOES inspired her to say sth during the interview. lol

and priscilla's so cute. haha.
"how come you call yourself doggiefriend? you like dogs and have got alot of dogs izzit?"
pris: i've only got 1 dog soft toy. i'm scared of dogs(:
haha right. lol

dance today was kinda okay i guess. painful more like.

and some songs on my mp3 appears to be in the wrong format. what the hell. now they tell me.

OMG, why?
call me stupid, call me foolish. but i'll still live in the world of fantasy you fabricated for me.
i'll get out of it.

i love you, i really do. still

yay, revlon shopping tmr(: plans after that not exactly confirmed. desperate housewives tonight. yay. toodles for now.

260206 [3]

2006-02-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

went shopping with mom. shopping never fails to cheer me up(:

ain't it a little too coincidental?

260206 [2]

2006-02-26T13:06:00.000+08:00

my thighs and abs area are hurting effly bad. doubt i'll be going for ballet later. maybe dad'll drive fann for lesson then we'll pick mom and sis for lunch.

feeling kinda hungoverish. yesterday's moodiness sorta drapes over me still. ugh

"if it were suppose to feel good, they wouldn't call it a crush." how true huh? but well, i guess some pple get it good, some get it hard. so keep going aye.

anyway, got this picture of doggie friend from sabrina's blog.

lol pris, you're so cute(:

i love mon cheri<3

gonna have lunch. toodles for now(:

260206

2006-02-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

today, 5 out of 6 people are upset. gahh, why?

read thru those gay convos and i cried. effingshit.

things're just so unpredictable. one day you're here, the next day you're there. gone.

i really need someone now. thanks steph and nat(: love you.
maybe someone neutral?

i hope this is not just a fraud. please, the truth don't lie. unless it's a lie.

sometimes i regret leaving. i really envy you guys and i miss the good old times. all the best with ur dream yea? smile(:

i feel darn unwanted. fuck

250206 [2]

2006-02-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

i'm special? uh huh. i'm special(: now, that's nice. lol

oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXA(:

frankly speaking, i'm scared of you now. after yesterday. ugh

250206

2006-02-25T15:40:00.000+08:00

woke up at noon yet again. kept dreaming of that same depressing dream. ugh

did math homework. mom went to get her hair done and sis went for ballet. feeling pretty listless.

i miss the times when we were alone and privacy reigned.

well, at least i appeared somewhere. lol

what went wrong?

240206

2006-02-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

today kinda effing sucked. ugh

spa practical periods i was just lazing around, not paying attention and priscilla had to keep telling me what to do. haha thanks doggiefriend(:

towards the end of the day, saw sth which made me kinda upset. but heats kinda cheered me up. lala wanted to go parkway at first after that. but we hung around for nothing and took photos.

anyway, tuition sucked as always. boo don't know wth is lao shi talking bout. and i kept yawning.

so here i am now, where are you?
i feel lost.
so caught in the middle.

thanks for 1ofthe6 honey lemons(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORDELIA(:

230206 [2]

2006-02-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

UGH. FUCK THIS EFFSHIT!

this suck. period.

230206

2006-02-23T21:37:00.001+08:00

school today was yet again slack. got back my bio paper. i got an A1 for bio over all. yay(:

there was this contemporary dance during assembly which was kinda cool. tho sabrina kept whining bout that speaker. lol

had some higher mother tongue briefing then went to parkway for lunch with qing yuan. took 31 (which crashed right before the interchange) home. did my stuff then went to meet nat for dinner. and to buy my shoebag and look for ORANGE socks. i wanna get markers. too. lala then dined at subway. went studio wu for some admin stuff. viktorya can really dance(:

heats tmr, i'm reallyreally nervous. ugh

ladeda happened. hmmm shall confine it to the walls of my notebook. those walls are deaf(:
aye i don't noe. so tired haha

220206 [2]

2006-02-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

i screwed up on a math spring test. i could've scored a perfect score. but i saw 3 as 2. somehow. effingshit. i'm really upset bout it.

anyway, had my watiku so i went to the sick bay and fell asleep. heats is on friday. and they've got this new arrangement and i'm not running beside den. greatgreat. sigh. i seem to always get my mense during heats. bleugh

anyway, was having dinner and these bengs kept approaching. i swear i was really freaked.

sigh, why are you pple always having sore fingers? gahh.
i hate all these waiting.
can you just suck ur fingers and lerpy?

thanks for trying. if you are.

i'm addicted to coke(: i wonder why. lol

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL! (: